i love you <3
Sunday, September 3
e image of u kept reappearing in my mind
wad u did.
how i suffered in silence.
wad i innocently hold on to
wad lies i had to believe
the promises that arent kept
all those excuses made to avoid
wad rubbish about im tired
wad abt cant bear to leave
the contradictory words u use
wad being there for me
wad u being a bastard
and not trying to change
wad false hopes u gave
the statement u said in e beginning
the reason that hurt me most
the you who doesnt seem to put in effort
wad about those ego of urs
tinking too highly of urself
wad about the heck care u
wad abt those compromises
wad are those goals
wad being frenz after breakup
how it matters whu initiated it
how u xian qi me
and refusing to accept the fact
how i cried yet had to console u
how i believe u were better than him
when all the truth are just unknown
i was dumb
trying hard to rmb the happy moments
not to hate u.
i guess it all doesnt matter anymore
it will be ur loss
i am gonna live happily
erasing u away from my mind.
we might as well be strangers
when nothing else could bring u back
nahh. nothing much pple.
emo-ing :))
im off.
wad u did.
how i suffered in silence.
wad i innocently hold on to
wad lies i had to believe
the promises that arent kept
all those excuses made to avoid
wad rubbish about im tired
wad abt cant bear to leave
the contradictory words u use
wad being there for me
wad u being a bastard
and not trying to change
wad false hopes u gave
the statement u said in e beginning
the reason that hurt me most
the you who doesnt seem to put in effort
wad about those ego of urs
tinking too highly of urself
wad about the heck care u
wad abt those compromises
wad are those goals
wad being frenz after breakup
how it matters whu initiated it
how u xian qi me
and refusing to accept the fact
how i cried yet had to console u
how i believe u were better than him
when all the truth are just unknown
i was dumb
trying hard to rmb the happy moments
not to hate u.
i guess it all doesnt matter anymore
it will be ur loss
i am gonna live happily
erasing u away from my mind.
we might as well be strangers
when nothing else could bring u back
nahh. nothing much pple.
emo-ing :))
im off.
